1. |
Still Lost
03:16
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Hopeless hearts
let raise our heads
Here's to endless love and timely deaths
Where our ends will come
But they're right where they ought to be
And we won't hurt ourselves
No bottling we'll ask for help
you'll see
We may be nowhere
But there's nowhere else I'd rather be
And I'll raise my bones through the broken parts(?)
I'll tear my soul apart with lies and I'll know I'm wrong
But there will lights and there will be songs
And oh we'll go through the liars and lovers and headaches and heartaches to come
So go on be free
Avoid the liars and lovers and headaches and heartaches like me
Well I raise
I'm ready to go
and in the end I'll wait for those
I raise
I'm ready to die
In the end I'm just waiting for a ride
We reject our bodies our homes our hearts
We hate our lives
We tell our bodies, our tomes, our hearts
To tear it all apart, to wreck it.
Oh my god.
So go, be young, avoid those liars and lovers and headaches and heartaches to come
So go on be free
Avoid the liars and lovers and headaches and heartaches like me
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2. |
Take What You Want
05:15
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3. |
City
03:34
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There goes my city
Half drunk and stumbling towards the dark
away from the view
Sick and swaying
wondering how I'll pull this off
When the worries and the whispers come through
So what do you want?
What do you need?
We've been dealt some heavy blows
Suffered sound defeats
Been put back on our toes
Been knocked out on our feet
The tyrant that is time
Has been tapping at my bones
Makes me think that I should have never lived this long
Because I'm starting to feel it.
I'm a wreck, I'm a drunk, I'm a sinner
I'm a bad guy
And what's left is getting slimmer
I'm worried I'm running out of time.
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4. |
Our Ways
03:28
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Our ways we're just stuck in our ways
That's what I've told myself so many times
To hype the hell that I bring Like it's an impulse buy on a shelf that's just Singing "you know you need me you do"
I'd be gone without you.
Darling listen up, without you I'd be giving up it's true
I'd listen to myself I'd be ruined
I would implode. How you live with me I don't think I'll ever know
But you know I need you. I do.
I have survived with little help
That's what I kept on telling myself
Truth is I was alive but little else
And no matter how drunkenly I felt these things so suddenly with every part of every me it's true.
I'd be gone without you.
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5. |
Maillardet
06:23
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I will rise from the dirt
I'll take everything I deserve
But oh I'm going to drink
Like it's my last day on earth
I know
I'm afraid of my own blood
and that's the thing
I've seen what it's done
And it ain't pretty
To those dark times ahead
Here is my reply
Tell me know secrets
and I'll spare you my lies
I'm worried, I'm worried all the time
It's true
That I got nothing, nothing for you.
Well somebody's hiding in somebody's heart
Somebody's going to fall apart
Well I'm not who I've been
Ain't no flickering light
I know my place
I know my type
And if the end's gonna come
I will reconcile
for all the things I've done
The way way I've been for quite a while
I will make my peace
I will make it right
For all the time it took for me to get this one just right
and now we all just raised
all right all right
I will rise from the dirt
I will make my plight
But oh I'm gonna drink I'm gonna drink I'm gonna drink
Everything in sight
I'm worried, I'm worried all the time
It's true
I'm afraid of my own blood
And that's on you
I'm not who I've been or I claim to be
I just want to fall asleep.
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6. |
We Get Lost
04:09
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Oh pessimistic me
You'd better listen up
Why can't you see, you can still get drunk on half filled cups
I know, I know those caustic thoughts
I know that things get hard
You'll fall asleep or else you'll fall apart
Just know
That nobody knows
How it's going to end
Unless they rewrite it all
Then what's the point of this
As long as we've got hearts
We'll take things harder
Than we ought
Why can't you see
You'll take things harder
Than they need to be
I think I know how this ends
But I'm willing to give it a shot
Oh the end will come
There's a head above that heart you know
But that liver you got is the real star of the show
Just don't rely on it to heavily
It'll fall apart eventually and it's shot
Let's be honest that's about all we got
As long as we've got hearts
We'll take things harder than we ought
Why can't you see
We take things harder than they need to be
I think I know how this ends
But I'm willing to give it a shot
I'm worried about the way I make things fall apart
It's called waking up
It's not the scene of a crime
It's a chance to start over not something you have to survive
The heavier that I comes
The more I'm willing to part
I'm worried about the weight of this little heart
I know my place
I'll rose above but eventually it falls apart
What do you want me to say
It's all I can do
This is a good life, this is a good life
What do you want me to say
This is a good life, this is a good life.
It's called waking up
It's not the scene of a crime
It's a chance to start over
Not something you have to survive
I think I know how this ends
But I'm willing to give it a shot
I'm worried about the way I make things fall apart
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7. |
Deserved
04:14
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Well looking back on my life so far and it seems I ain't the victim I once thought
I've been a prick, I've been a thief, I've broken hearts
I got the love of my life, I got all I need, I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop
I know I'll make my peace
So now I just wait for it all to come back to me
What it is I ain't sure but it'll be well deserved I believe
I should have left myself alone, learned lessons from the lies I know I know I know
I know
I want to watch you fall like a goddamned human being
You will see what it means to be low
You will set aside all your bullshit lies you deserve to be alone
You will take what you owe
You will bleed
I got all that suffering in me.
Spent my life just racking up the sins
Worrying about the way it could have been
Always worrying about the way it could have been
I got lost
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8. |
Youth And Industry
02:45
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We've been replaced
Seems we've been taking up too much space
They don't need us anymore
Just know you'll be missed
But you're getting old and much less efficient
We trust you can show yourself to the door
One day I woke up and the headlines they spoke to me
You've had your day now make way for the prettier things
We're all just moving parts just scenery
We're no youth, no industry
If you could be bothered to lift your head from that bottle
there's a demonstration of the brand new model
It goes and it goes and it never complains
OH!
It goes and it goes and it never feels pain.
Well hallelujah this is how it ends.
I was thinking maybe we just pretend
That we
We're all
That we've got.
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9. |
A Dirge To The Dirt
04:53
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Do we come back as sheep
Do we come back as wolves
Do we come back as shepherds
Do we come back at all
If we die in our sleep
Is that all she wrote
I don't know how
This one's gonna go
All I know is
You can't take it with you when you go
It's a dirge to the dirt and I'm gone
I've seen you stand
I've seen you suffer
I've seen someone who's already dead
I've seen your speech
Cut down to a stutter
I'm pretty sure I've already seen my end
All i know is that this all falls apart
If I'm even half drunk in the dark
I saved all my love for one
All I see
Is fractured lives that canonize the ones that chose to leave
I know it's wrong
But hand to god
I don't miss you as much as I guess I would've thought
What worries me
Is when I try to think
I get a blood stained floor
Where there should've been memories
So sweet.
Oh I wait for thee
All I know is that you left us alone
And with all that I think I've seen
All I do is I wait here for you
To come back to me
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10. |
Little Hearts
04:40
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Well I don't know how I'm feeling
Pretty low I guess
My head it's a mess
It's true
I'd rather have a sterile apartment than a room with a view
Whatever makes me feel more like a guest
I set the bar beneath my feet to claim some small victory
Some success
But what did I do
We, we get lucky now and then
At least that's what we tell ourselves
So I started drinking
Figuring I'd just wait til then
Twenty years on and I just feel like hell
But I still got this little heart beating on
And on and on
I'm sitting on a gold mine of depression and patriarchs
Trying to figure out why this is so hard
I'm a skeptic of nature, genetics, and nurture
But I'm a goddamn work of art
I'm a goddamn work of art
We'll be together, now you mark my words
We'll be together again
We'll be together now you mark my words
And I'm gonna have some questions
There'll come a day when I stop think about graves and I'll stop taking this all out on you...because
Oh we get lucky now and then
That's what we tell ourselves
All things considered we're not like them
Because I've got my own little heart beating on
And we'll be together now you mark my words
We'll be together again
We'll be together now you mark my words
I'm pretty sure you're gonna have some questions.
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11. |
*Cold Wind (Bonus Track)
02:26
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I won't lie awake anymore
Worrying about the day
For the grace of god is war
and misery and hate
The truth is in our arms and it breaks my little heart
To see all we've thrown away
If we could see what we've become,we could learn to rise above
But there's a cold wind whispering
What petty things we are now so lost in little thinking
Is this what we're all about?
Fashion and accessories?
And While I'll probably eat these words
I'll be damned if I'm not heard
When I've got somebody listening
The truth is in our arms and it breaks my little heart
There's a cold wind whispering
Saying Oh my my my my my misery
It's in all the times I told myself to wake up
A whisper in my ear telling me you ain't
It's all the lies you can't hide with makeup
It's misery that just won't leave
It's fate
I'm out to start a war with everything I know
Everybody I've crossed everybody will go
The truth is in our arms and it breaks my little heart
To see all we've thrown away
If we could see what we've become we could learn to rise above
But there's a cold wind whispering
Saying Oh my my my my my misery
It's in all the times I told myself to wake up
A whisper in my ear telling me you ain't
It's all the lies you can't hide with makeup
It's misery that just won't leave a sick little thought that just won't sink that says everyone else can go to hell
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