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How It Ends

by James Plane Wreck

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1.
Still Lost 03:16
Hopeless hearts let raise our heads Here's to endless love and timely deaths Where our ends will come But they're right where they ought to be And we won't hurt ourselves No bottling we'll ask for help you'll see We may be nowhere But there's nowhere else I'd rather be And I'll raise my bones through the broken parts(?) I'll tear my soul apart with lies and I'll know I'm wrong But there will lights and there will be songs And oh we'll go through the liars and lovers and headaches and heartaches to come So go on be free Avoid the liars and lovers and headaches and heartaches like me Well I raise I'm ready to go and in the end I'll wait for those I raise I'm ready to die In the end I'm just waiting for a ride We reject our bodies our homes our hearts We hate our lives We tell our bodies, our tomes, our hearts To tear it all apart, to wreck it. Oh my god. So go, be young, avoid those liars and lovers and headaches and heartaches to come So go on be free Avoid the liars and lovers and headaches and heartaches like me
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City 03:34
There goes my city Half drunk and stumbling towards the dark away from the view Sick and swaying wondering how I'll pull this off When the worries and the whispers come through So what do you want? What do you need? We've been dealt some heavy blows Suffered sound defeats Been put back on our toes Been knocked out on our feet The tyrant that is time Has been tapping at my bones Makes me think that I should have never lived this long Because I'm starting to feel it. I'm a wreck, I'm a drunk, I'm a sinner I'm a bad guy And what's left is getting slimmer I'm worried I'm running out of time.
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Our Ways 03:28
Our ways we're just stuck in our ways That's what I've told myself so many times To hype the hell that I bring Like it's an impulse buy on a shelf that's just Singing "you know you need me you do" I'd be gone without you. Darling listen up, without you I'd be giving up it's true I'd listen to myself I'd be ruined I would implode. How you live with me I don't think I'll ever know But you know I need you. I do. I have survived with little help That's what I kept on telling myself Truth is I was alive but little else And no matter how drunkenly I felt these things so suddenly with every part of every me it's true. I'd be gone without you.
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Maillardet 06:23
I will rise from the dirt I'll take everything I deserve But oh I'm going to drink Like it's my last day on earth I know I'm afraid of my own blood and that's the thing I've seen what it's done And it ain't pretty To those dark times ahead Here is my reply Tell me know secrets and I'll spare you my lies I'm worried, I'm worried all the time It's true That I got nothing, nothing for you. Well somebody's hiding in somebody's heart Somebody's going to fall apart Well I'm not who I've been Ain't no flickering light I know my place I know my type And if the end's gonna come I will reconcile for all the things I've done The way way I've been for quite a while I will make my peace I will make it right For all the time it took for me to get this one just right and now we all just raised all right all right I will rise from the dirt I will make my plight But oh I'm gonna drink I'm gonna drink I'm gonna drink Everything in sight I'm worried, I'm worried all the time It's true I'm afraid of my own blood And that's on you I'm not who I've been or I claim to be I just want to fall asleep.
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We Get Lost 04:09
Oh pessimistic me You'd better listen up Why can't you see, you can still get drunk on half filled cups I know, I know those caustic thoughts I know that things get hard You'll fall asleep or else you'll fall apart Just know That nobody knows How it's going to end Unless they rewrite it all Then what's the point of this As long as we've got hearts We'll take things harder Than we ought Why can't you see You'll take things harder Than they need to be I think I know how this ends But I'm willing to give it a shot Oh the end will come There's a head above that heart you know But that liver you got is the real star of the show Just don't rely on it to heavily It'll fall apart eventually and it's shot Let's be honest that's about all we got As long as we've got hearts We'll take things harder than we ought Why can't you see We take things harder than they need to be I think I know how this ends But I'm willing to give it a shot I'm worried about the way I make things fall apart It's called waking up It's not the scene of a crime It's a chance to start over not something you have to survive The heavier that I comes The more I'm willing to part I'm worried about the weight of this little heart I know my place I'll rose above but eventually it falls apart What do you want me to say It's all I can do This is a good life, this is a good life What do you want me to say This is a good life, this is a good life. It's called waking up It's not the scene of a crime It's a chance to start over Not something you have to survive I think I know how this ends But I'm willing to give it a shot I'm worried about the way I make things fall apart
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Deserved 04:14
Well looking back on my life so far and it seems I ain't the victim I once thought I've been a prick, I've been a thief, I've broken hearts I got the love of my life, I got all I need, I'm just waiting for the other shoe to drop I know I'll make my peace So now I just wait for it all to come back to me What it is I ain't sure but it'll be well deserved I believe I should have left myself alone, learned lessons from the lies I know I know I know I know I want to watch you fall like a goddamned human being You will see what it means to be low You will set aside all your bullshit lies you deserve to be alone You will take what you owe You will bleed I got all that suffering in me. Spent my life just racking up the sins Worrying about the way it could have been Always worrying about the way it could have been I got lost
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We've been replaced Seems we've been taking up too much space They don't need us anymore Just know you'll be missed But you're getting old and much less efficient We trust you can show yourself to the door One day I woke up and the headlines they spoke to me You've had your day now make way for the prettier things We're all just moving parts just scenery We're no youth, no industry If you could be bothered to lift your head from that bottle there's a demonstration of the brand new model It goes and it goes and it never complains OH! It goes and it goes and it never feels pain. Well hallelujah this is how it ends. I was thinking maybe we just pretend That we We're all That we've got.
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Do we come back as sheep Do we come back as wolves Do we come back as shepherds Do we come back at all If we die in our sleep Is that all she wrote I don't know how This one's gonna go All I know is You can't take it with you when you go It's a dirge to the dirt and I'm gone I've seen you stand I've seen you suffer I've seen someone who's already dead I've seen your speech Cut down to a stutter I'm pretty sure I've already seen my end All i know is that this all falls apart If I'm even half drunk in the dark I saved all my love for one All I see Is fractured lives that canonize the ones that chose to leave I know it's wrong But hand to god I don't miss you as much as I guess I would've thought What worries me Is when I try to think I get a blood stained floor Where there should've been memories So sweet. Oh I wait for thee All I know is that you left us alone And with all that I think I've seen All I do is I wait here for you To come back to me
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Well I don't know how I'm feeling Pretty low I guess My head it's a mess It's true I'd rather have a sterile apartment than a room with a view Whatever makes me feel more like a guest I set the bar beneath my feet to claim some small victory Some success But what did I do We, we get lucky now and then At least that's what we tell ourselves So I started drinking Figuring I'd just wait til then Twenty years on and I just feel like hell But I still got this little heart beating on And on and on I'm sitting on a gold mine of depression and patriarchs Trying to figure out why this is so hard I'm a skeptic of nature, genetics, and nurture But I'm a goddamn work of art I'm a goddamn work of art We'll be together, now you mark my words We'll be together again We'll be together now you mark my words And I'm gonna have some questions There'll come a day when I stop think about graves and I'll stop taking this all out on you...because Oh we get lucky now and then That's what we tell ourselves All things considered we're not like them Because I've got my own little heart beating on And we'll be together now you mark my words We'll be together again We'll be together now you mark my words I'm pretty sure you're gonna have some questions.
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I won't lie awake anymore Worrying about the day For the grace of god is war and misery and hate The truth is in our arms and it breaks my little heart To see all we've thrown away If we could see what we've become,we could learn to rise above But there's a cold wind whispering What petty things we are now so lost in little thinking Is this what we're all about? Fashion and accessories? And While I'll probably eat these words I'll be damned if I'm not heard When I've got somebody listening The truth is in our arms and it breaks my little heart There's a cold wind whispering Saying Oh my my my my my misery It's in all the times I told myself to wake up A whisper in my ear telling me you ain't It's all the lies you can't hide with makeup It's misery that just won't leave It's fate I'm out to start a war with everything I know Everybody I've crossed everybody will go The truth is in our arms and it breaks my little heart To see all we've thrown away If we could see what we've become we could learn to rise above But there's a cold wind whispering Saying Oh my my my my my misery It's in all the times I told myself to wake up A whisper in my ear telling me you ain't It's all the lies you can't hide with makeup It's misery that just won't leave a sick little thought that just won't sink that says everyone else can go to hell
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10 songs about guilt, regret, self hate, love and acceptance recorded at various point between 2014 and 2019.

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released May 31, 2020

Andrew Bagley: Drums
Shane Brown: Guitar, Vocals
Shaun Shireman: Bass
Aaron Smith: Vocals, Guitar

Recorded, produced and additional instrumentation courtesy of: Bobby "Speedy" Gray

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